No more pretty dances..

08-06-10 oh my goDDDDDDDDDDDDD.. i'm gonna die.. the master won't teach my dance group anymore.. :'( Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i've been attending her lessons since i was 8..that was 14years ago.. i cannot cope with this i just can't. Jazz-ballett was the one fix & constant thing in my life.. the one place i always loved to go.. i'm really devastated ---------------------------------------------------------------------- 08-06-11 Here we go again.. a year passed.. without Judit teaching me.. and I really truly unspeakably miss Her.. Nothing's changed at all. only if that i just miss her, her lessons, her presence, her voice, her sweetness, her moves, her taste of music oh yeah I MISS HER EVEN MORE. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Now, 16-03-12 little more than 21months have passed.. and i have to face it, there's NO WAY to get used to this.. it's not gonna get better.. because it'll never be like before. Soon, it'll be 2years.. then once it'll be 10years after.. then 20.. and so on and so on.. AND THE VERY THOUGHT OF THAT TEARS ME UP, TEARS ME APART, TEARS ME OPEN.. It just hurts so much.. too much.. WAY TOO MUCH. ---------------------------------------------------------------- Sept 2015, I have to get back to Her.. I have to work hard, get ready, get good enough.. Next year, I'll try again. --------------------------------------------------------------- 01-09-16 OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!! AFTER 6 YEARS OF THINKING MAYBE I'LL NEVER GET THE JOY AND LUCK AND BLESSING TO BE MYSELF AGAIN AND BE WITH THE MOST AMAZING GORGEOUS KIND AND BEAUTIFUL SOUL EVER.. BUT I CAN.. I CAN BE WITH HER AGAIN!!! SHE'S THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE, AND THE MOST BELOVED MOST ADORED <3 She allowed me to Dance with Her again, to learn from Her again, to be able to meet Her again.. It has been what I wanted more than anything else for the past 6 years.. and sometimes I thought what if it never will be again.. everybody else would've given up.. BUT NOT ME. I'm a Taurus.. I can't.. I couldn't.. Not Her. Never. <3 --> Thank You Judit!! I will NEVER be able to thank you enough for everything.. now I can be myself again, my old self..Who's always happy and balanced ALL THANKS TO YOU. BECAUSE I AM BLESSED TO HAVE KNOWN YOU PRACTICALLY ALL MY LIFE.. EVERSINCE I MET YOU AROUND THE AGE OF 6-7ish.. I love You MORE THAN ANYBODY AND EVERYTHING ELSE. I would do anything for You.. anything You want, anything to protect You.. You're the Biggest Treasure the World Ever had. <3 -- I hope I won't disappoint You.

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