I Wonder (;

The Empress - Reversed
In the Behind position 
Represents the preoccupation of the subconscious which filters into waking life, affecting moods and outlook. This is the underlying theme of dreams and the emotional undercurrent in the querent's life. 

Meaning: Be aware of maintaining a healthy balance. Do not let your emotions or actions become obsessive or controlling and do not allow a chaotic proliferation by trying to do too much. A garden needs careful and loving cultivation--too much 

or too little upsets the delicate balance of beauty. 

Death
In the House position 
Represents the querent's environment and unseen forces influencing the situation. 

Meaning: The message of Death is that spiritual growth brings pain. It isn’t easy to let go of certain behaviors or beliefs, to admit errors in thought and practice. Without negating the magnitude of ego-death, the emblems of what is to come--greater spiritual strength--remind us that the endeavor is not without its reward. 

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