I'm sorry to hear about what you've been through. If you want to do more for yourself than add more video's to your channel about being a targeted individual because the targets on youtube see that I am real and I am telling the truth about what i've been through and they still don't trust me. Alot of the women who are targeted that don't show their face, dont do so because they are older or something....but anyway,
I have been through so much and the hardest part is knowing that I have the number one channel for a targeted individual and am being brave by posting about electronic assaults and the sick promotions that are thrown in my face and men can comment me and say "I'm going to fuck you up the ass" and no one says anything but a couple of men who I thank God for just because they read what I am going through and they try to support me. I am the type of person who would see a tagret being harassed online and go contact the harasser AND help the target by saying "hey, I see what's happening to you and I'm here"...it's not like that on youtube (or this world) and I believe you when you say you were accused because while I was a Kool Smiles, the women there made comments about how I liked little girl's BECAUSE I want a daughter so bad. All the women there has children, except a few and when they would talk about their children, I would bring up wanting my own children and I DID NOT tell these women that I was gay. My manager would say something about one of the children patient's I was checking in and she said "isn't she beautiful and innocent...they're pure at that age"...but it was the way she said it...like she sounded like a twisted pervert and without thinking then, I look back now at the way they were side talking and making faces when I said I wanted a girl. Not to mention the fact that my manager Tambry Cundiff is a part of a group called Infragard which is mentioned on Conspiracy Theory Big Brother and wnet from having 7,000 members to now having over 32,000 and these members are medical billers, doctor's, lawyers, managers, and anyone from a major corporation. This group/society is (infragard) is world wide, too.
The only advice I can give is to fight for yourself. Support other's by promoting their channel or video's because it helps YOU. You said that men came to you and told you to shut up? No one has come to me directly but, I have gotten harassment online and things like "sshhh" were promoted to me. I do what I call "drawing" or "painting" online on Blingee and I was told that my throat would be ripped open in summer of 2008 and they gave me a little "message" by uploading a picture of a dead woman with red paint on her throat dripping out while she holding a paintbrush...small shit like that but, I sometimes wish someone would come to me and offer me what I would take (and no less) to shut up. At one point, I wanted to save the world, even people in other countries who've been through the same thing or worse and now I feel like I need to take care of me because no one else will. I feel like I would walk away from all of this and never look back on the people on youtube because supporting other's can weigh you down, especially when you ask people (targets) for help through email or you call them and no one comes through.
I'm sorry about your ordeal...add music to your channel because younger people listen to rappers and music artists more than they listen to Obama or some politican. You have to add people to your channel because if you don't, you look like a fake liar trying to get the attention of a target just to hurt them...it happens and you just need to fight for yourself. You can talk all day but people will believe you if you show them video's like Conspiracy Theory which is on t.v or you could show them The History Channel Validate's Mind Control. The Discovery channel has even validated mind control, weather warfare and soon maybe energy weapons.
Take Care (I don't email people much anymore but, I will try to guide a person in the right direction so start making you channel look believeable)