Miserable and thinking of ending my life....

 
Miserable and thinking of ending my life....
I'm just so unhappy with life.. My dad once again lied to me! He said this time he would be there for me but he ran off with his girlfriend and went on vaction... My mom is treating me bad again and once again she left me no food.. She had to take mt stepsibling's husband to the hospital and theres still no food in the fridge.. my sister has been bossy and mean, she treats me like a little kid.. And on here I feel like I've lost my place among you guys.. I thought you guys cared but you don't.. you never talk to me... or you critize my blingees or talk bad about me... Also Andrew has been pressuring me to have sex with him.. I don't want to though I told him I want to remain a virgin for life, I don't get married if that has to happen.. I'd rather remain single than have to do that.. Because of all this I've been cutting again.. not on my arms though, I do it on my legs, thighs, hips and other parts on my lower body.. Why on my lower body? Because people won't think to check there.. Also I have slashed my face and stomach open.. My face so people will leave me alone.. My stomach because I want to be able to prevent myself from having a child if I end up getting raped... I hope I die from an infection from my cuts or even better if I can get a sharp knife and cut myself to death...
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themegalipton

themegalipton says:

3792 days ago
please just wait for school to end and then u can start your own life!!
themegalipton

themegalipton says:

3792 days ago
NOO I CARE !!!! I really do i think of everybody here ever single day!!!  DONT DIE!!!!!!!!!!!! please don't.....................
themegalipton

themegalipton says:

3792 days ago
NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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lop889763 says:

3792 days ago
Please don't kill yourself!! :'(
We Love you!
I know how you feel.. I get sad alot also..
Things will get better if you just belive! If you tell yourself that things will be alright, They will! Please don't kill yourself!
jordanC.H

jordanC.H says:

3792 days ago
ALL THESE THINGS THAT PEOPLE ARE DOING TO YOU HAS CROSSED THE LINE! YOU ARE NOT BEING TREATED FAIRLY! YOU ARE A HUMAN JUST LIKE ALL OF US! stay alive, pleeeeeaseeee, you are intelligent and have everything ahead of you. a life of success. you are beautiful and amazing. and you ALWAYS will be.
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AngeltheWolf2 says:

3792 days ago
:'( Don't kill yourself! 
scampskey89

scampskey89 says:

3792 days ago
Hey , I am sorry your life is that way.I mean you deserve better.But you shouldn't cut yourself because you'll regret later.And If Andrew truly loves you he'll understand.Just wait until you graduate and then you can build your life as you want.
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Bullet_For_My... says:

3792 days ago
Don't kill yourself :( We all care 'bout you, pal! >.<

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