I though I would make my own little box..if that was ok. Most of my stuff tend to be sad but I'm sure I have a few upbeat gems somewhere..hee hee
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Most of my stuff is added but I would like it to be all in one place this one isn't and it's short.. Once Bitten~ by april k http://blingee.com/blingee/view/84143453-Once-Bitten-?offset=68&content=Myspace-Profile-Comments&owner=starfish82 I’m a vampire, yes dear I confess, I’m newly made and my life is a mess. But I'm still gonna try my best, If you don't think so put me to the test! |
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Inside looking out (Trapped) by april k http://blingee.com/blingee/view/85658051-Inside-looking-out-Trapped-?offset=4&content=Glitter-Graphics&owner=starfish82 Sometimes I feel like I'm inside looking out. Like I'm trapped in this skin of mines. Trapped this world Trapped in this room Trapped with in these wall and the only thing I'll ever see is the rain that falls against my window pane. I'm seeing my self change and grow but I wonder if anyone notice me at all. On good days I adventure out in the world and feel like I can shake this..out run it, move it, lose it like a pebble in my shoe..and I can feel myself say "self this is the day" But it never is. This feeling is still with me..and weights heavy in my pocket like an overprice paper weight. I'm trapped by forces I can't shake, can't break, can't lose, can't defuse - cause it's bonded themselves to me and we have become one therefore I am trapped and domed to be forever inside looking out! |
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~With these eyes~ by april k http://blingee.com/blingee/view/85353143--With-these-eyes-?offset=20&content=Myspace-Glitter-Graphics&owner=starfish82 With these eye I can see myself a little better. Life doesn't seen blue anymore with these eyes but green and you know how much I love green it reminds me of you and that time.... With these eyes time still moves fast yet I see it slow With these eyes that things are up I see down, things that go in I see out, things I use to seeking I now find. With these eyes Night isn't so dark, Tears are so hard to cry and memories are like photos in my mind..mini pics of you..With these eyes I see a whole new world, a whole new me..I just wish you were here to see it with me. |
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~Stacy cries~ by april k http://blingee.com/blingee/view/85120017--Stacy-cries-?offset=28&content=Personalized-Gifts&owner=starfish82 Stacy cried toady but it wasn't the normal kinda get tears that you and I cry it was the kind that lasted for over an hour. She cried for the reason these days; for past days when she was little, for times that made her really happy, for the little old man on the corner whos too weak to walk by himself, for things she had no control over but really wish she did..she cried. It felt like this blue ball of light just busted out of her when she cared for others and cried for the and she felt better. She wanted to take some of the pain away from others because deep down inside Stacy felt as if she could that they could she her light and they could be feel comfort in it. Never taking herself into play..she would much rather have someone feel good if only for a moment over herself. So today Stacy cried not for herself but maybe for you or for me and gives you her blue light in return so you can be comforted...if only for a moment!!! |
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Butterfly Princess~ by April K http://blingee.com/blingee/view/85798576-Butterfly-Princess- I'm a Butterfly Princess..what does that mean really? Well I flutter around the room with my imagine wings making all the boys weak in the knees all the while doing nothing but being sweet as caterpillar fresh out my cocoon. I move with grace in and out of any place so fast all you can see is the shadow i left behind...and the air stole for that moment. My eyes sparkle like a clear ocean; tempting you and begging you deeper into my heart my soul my body....making you want to know just how fast I can beat these wings of mines. but a good girl would never tell...after all I am a princess too! |
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I grieve~ by april k http://blingee.com/blingee/view/88471391-I-Grieve-?offset=0&owner=starfish82 I sit around and sadly mumble for I don;t know what faith hold for me. I can't believe that it's been 3 day 2 hours 37min and 16 17 18 seconds since you left this earth....and now I'm...ALONE..so I grieve. We were one you and i and when you left a part of me left and now I'm empty..hallow..alone no two half's that can make a whole can fix this pain that beaks and binds insides me so..I grieve. I grieve for those nights alone when my mental state was all a jumble and those nights apart and those fights of silly over stuff. I grieve. I cant stop i cry so much i bit my tongue and the bitterness of the blood doesn't even bother me. i pain and I ache and I wish that 3 day 2 hours 50min 20 21 22 seconds would turn around and disappear and u would be here and I would be with you and we would just be...but we cant and it cant so I grieve @copyright by april k 4/13/09 |
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Broken~ by april K http://blingee.com/blingee/view/89511439-Broken- Today another part of me died! Like always it just broke off like a feather and just flew away...and I felt..nothing..numb! My soul is broken, it's tired and lost and alone and I don't know how to fix it..how to mend it how to patch it up..how to repair it. I cry out for HELP..Help me Please...Hold me...mend this hold that I can't see, that I can't fix, that I can't feel is bleeding but surly know is...that is hurts more than any other pain i;ve every felt in my whole life...Please help me. I'm broken.....but no one can hear me..or help me. No on can hold me or understand my pain so lay down in the quiet and wait until my broken soul is one day fixed! ~~~~~~~~ copyright@aprilk 4/27/09 |
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Suspended in Serenity~ by april k http://blingee.com/blingee/view/90006111-Suspended-in-Serenity- It's been days since you've called or came by so I wonder off and lied down to take a nap and had the most wonderful dream. Oh it was full colors and shapes and you were there of course and....and well I can't really remember the rest all I know is that I was happy. There in my little secret place with you and the wind and all the things around me..but then...then slowly it changed and you were gone and I was alone again. Just like that my serenity became no longer green but black and there was still wind and this glow all around me and although I wasn't as happy as I was..I was ok.. cause i knew someday you'd be back. So I lay her suspended peaceful and restful in my serenity and I wait for the day you will one day return to me. ~~~~~~~~ copyright by april k 5/04/09 |
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Dead weight by april k http://blingee.com/blingee/view/91482411-Dead-weight- The drop of a dime, the drop petals...she waits. She knows, she watches, she waits. Like the sound of a car, like the roar of a crash metal...She hears! She smells, she doesn't care but she know what your thinking, what your doing and where your going..she's that sinking feeling that your just can't seem to shake...she's dead weight! |
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~Wish Granted~ by april k http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97403209-Wish-Granted-pdb Night after night..day after day..she wished for a pair wing. "please oh please give me wings so i can fly higher than the sky, touch stars on my fingertips and feel the wind in my hair." but night after night nothing ever happened. The one day she laid by the riverside and said her Pleases all over again..but this time she feel asleep and along came a tiny fairy who saw this poor young girl who looked so beautiful resting by the silver water. The little Fairy felt her pain and didn't normally give such special gifts to humans but for only this once she did. The tiny fairy grab the yellow light from within her and with no force at all gave the girl a set of golden wing and whispers "wish granted" and she flew off in to the sunsetting sky~~~ copyright april k (8/19/09) |
