Name: Sara Veruca Mashaw
Age: Nine years old
Birthday: Jan. 1st, 2000
Lives: Albany, New York Heaven
Created at: Bronx, New York Heaven
Taken: Bobby Lashley
Orientation: Bisexual
Offline ~♥~ Online ~~
About me: I'm an angel, with a big huge heart, I care a lot about people, I hope everyone life is good, sometimes, my life don't go well, but I hope everyone lives are better than mine, cuz people need to care for others always cuz I know I do, love you!!!
If you notice I have all my blingees listed with my username and numbers well, that's how Lydia did hers, but mine is more different, may Lydia rest in peace, surely I will miss her, and so will her Jessica would, too.
My own quote I like, that I made:
"Forgive and forget you don't know how many times you have to do it." - Sara Veruca Mashaw
Why I say this well some people want to be forgiven, not unforgiven it may had hurt of what they done, but look deep down and let it go, it might continue on, but look deep in yourself and know they are really sorry. :)
You make blingees I'm there to comment, rate, and fave them. :)
Love you all!! It's my pleasure to do so. :)
Please comment and rate my blingees, and I'll give in the same return for yours. :D
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Blingees:
1. Victoria and Kaylee
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97410482-Victoria-and-Kaylee-EmilieAutumnFansite-1
2. Kaylee
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97411141-Kaylee-EmilieAutumnFansite-2
3. Victoria
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97411843-Victoria-EmilieAutumnFansite-3
4. Fabiola
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97412514-Fabiola-EmilieAutumnFansite-4
5. Maria Kanellis
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97413490-Maria-Kanellis-EmilieAutumnFansite-5
6. Emilie Autumn
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97414196-Emilie-Autumn-EmilieAutumnFansite-6
7. Kaylee and Victoria
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97414644-Kaylee-and-Victoria-EmilieAutumnFansite-7
8. Gothic Girl
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97466214-Gothic-Girl-EmilieAutumnFansite-8
9. Emo Girl
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97467912-Emo-Girl-EmilieAutumnFansite-9
10. Alice Cullen
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97469254-Alice-Cullen-EmilieAutumnFansite-10
11. Vanna Venom
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97470294-Vanna-Venom-EmilieAutumnFansite-11
12. Kasie Sable Calaway
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97471157-Kasie-Sable-Calaway-EmilieAutumnFansite-12
13. Sakura
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97471990-Sakura-EmilieAutumnFansite-13
14. Gothic Anime Girl
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97472806-Gothic-Anime-Girl-EmilieAutumnFansite-14
15. Victoria and Maria
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97473403-Victoria-and-Maria-EmilieAutumnFansite-15
16. Victoria
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97474513-Victoria-EmilieAutumnFansite-16
17. Fabiola
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97474915-Fabiola-EmilieAutumnFansite-17
18. Kiki
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97475396-Kiki-EmilieAutumnFansite-18
19. Emo Girl
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97475943-Emo-Girl-EmilieAutumnFansite-19
20. Lydia Sanders
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97476574-Lydia-Sanders-EmilieAutumnFansite-20
21. Deanna Degenerate
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97514194-Deanna-Degenerate-EmilieAutumnFansite-21
22. Brookelle Bones
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97523074-Brookelle-Bones-EmilieAutumnFansite-22
23. Ino
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97525214-Ino-EmilieAutumnFansite-23
24. Emilie Autumn
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97526600-Emilie-Autumn-EmilieAutumnFansite-24
25. Lilian Garcia
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97527892-Lilian-Garcia-EmilieAutumnFansite-25
26. Fabiola
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97529331-Fabiola-EmilieAutumnFansite-26
27. MinistryOfDarkness27
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97530865-MinistryOfDarkness27-EmilieAutumnFansite-27
28. Gothic Girl
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97531938-Gothic-Girl-EmilieAutumnFansite-28
29. Me
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97537088-Me-EmilieAutumnFansite-29
30. Me
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97537650-Me-EmilieAutumnFansite-30
31. The Real Me
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97538424-The-Real-Me-EmilieAutumnFansite-31
32. Victoria
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97594376-Victoria-EmilieAutumnFansite-32
33. Emo Girl
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97595465-Emo-Girl-EmilieAutumnFansite-33
34. Fabiola
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97596166-Fabiola-EmilieAutumnFansite-34
35. Jennie Mia Perez
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97596989-Jennie-Mia-Perez-EmilieAutumnFansite-35
36. Jessica Wrathling
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97597698-Jessica-Wrathling-EmilieAutumnFansite-36
37. The Real Me
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97598579-The-Real-Me-EmilieAutumnFansite-37
38. Alice Cullen
http://blingee.com/blingee/view/97599515-Alice-Cullen-EmilieAutumnFansite-38
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Stories:
1. My Bad
"How should I start this. Okay, well let me just say this. I know what I've done wrong was terrible and I may accidentally may do it again, but you can always warn me if I'm continuing on, it helps me not do that again, which was my oops, my bad kind of thing. I hope you can forgive for my wrongs. Maybe I can stop what I've done, this time, when I feel down I'll just have to ignore it. And I notice what you said abut me on my page before about me being obsess with you. I'm not, I just love talking with my buddies is all. But now I learned another thing. This time I will not come to you and bother you when you don't want me to. And only talk when you say something to me is all. I hope you got my understanding and my bad oopsies. That you could forgive one last time. It's all I'm saying. Thank you and have a wonderful day in your life."
2. Truth Be Told :)
"The wonders I see, sometimes aren't what I think, and now I look up at the sky and notice this was just some crazy mixed-up part, but deep down it's something I can't treasure again. Being someone else doesn't solve your doubts, it just makes it worse than you believe. But to be yourself is something you can always do, it doesn't effect much. But if someone can't handle what you really are, then they aren't meant to be. Cuz people like that aren't the right people, they are there to change you, when you know inside that no one can change you no one can. So know that be yourself, it's better than being someone else to attract people to love you. Be who you are. I've notice that imagine things are hard sometimes but when I'm hurt, no one can see it, but they break me when I'm down, most people are there to protect me when they can, when really they can't at all. Now I know why people are always getting hurt, cuz people back down on the right person.
Can't anyone see who they are actually hurting inside, your hurting yourselves. And worse than that, I wish I was someone else most of the time, cuz I know I can't get anyone at all. But now that I heard from someone, it changed me inside, even though, he still doesn't think I'm pretty, but at least he doesn't think I'm ugly, but I still don't seem to fit nothing of beauty at all. That's me to say, I'm not a hot girl, I'm something people just want to hate and amuse of. But hey, I'm not letting that effect me no more, cuz the future me will make you guys change what you say, but all you people who think I'm not pretty or whatever, my future me will forget all of yall, I don't seem to care about anyone effect on me no more, I quit all that, but I will only care for Renzo, my girlfriend, Star, and my friends, and including my friend, Vic, and Kiki, and Sexy, no more than those people will be remembered, so you people out there, don't even try, cuz I will never remember you at all, who cares now, those are my words to say."
3. My Bad Doing :/
"I have to say this out to you guys.
You guys didn't really met Maria.
You guys really met me Sara.
I was miss nice girl always was and never can change.
I'm a drama princess cuz of my sensitivity.
But for more worse I used Maria badly.
Maria isn't about drama , I know the real Maria.
I'm her angel and I use her badly.
Now I'm sorry Mark, you'll never get to see the real Maria, cuz I screwed it all up.
She has a side of herself, and I changed her.
Now I know and learn that some people you can't changed forever.
I made Maria be me by giving her something she never had in her life: love.
I think she was way okay with out it anyway, cuz now she's back to her normal self with no love life.
Now I should of learn my lesson.
And this was the worst lie an angel could ever do.
I will say you guys never met Maria, never did.
You guys don't know the real Maria.
You guys met me, her angel of guidance.
Sorry guys.
Her real YouTube account which will come back soon shortly MinistryOfDarkness27.
As for me I might shortly die cuz this is my worst lie I ever did.
Sorry for my news.
~Angel of Guidance~"
4. Forgotten :(
"Forgotten from the world, would I ever be the one to be notice not even in the real world am I notice I'm the person you pass by and walk away and never cared about. :(
When the one you know is just not there, what will you do when that person you know has fade away, well that person was me, being kind for your will, and I get nothing from it, and now I fled away from life, and now I feel the life is dead when I feel like our life was nothing more, You was glad I was nice and wanted me to stay this way, and I will do so, and now I guess the person I should be will not be here no more, some one new will come, and I won't be there to help anymore but bless Jenn, and leave this cruelty under that persons hands forever. :("
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Advices:
1. "What will you do if someone made you feel so much pain. And you know what, you can't deal with so much pain. But our hearts can be strong in their own right. I've try so hard to accomplish a few things. But does it succeed, no way, it just gets worse day by day. I can't even deal with the hurt and pain I get when I hear or saw the way you wrote your things. I can feel your hatred. Now I wouldn't understand why I can't seem to think of anything that's good between the way you show that hatred, I have nothing more to give, I'll say."
2. "The reason hatred, is being saw, it's a whole lot more to show out. But you think it's normal to hate people just becuz of mistakes they may have done. I forgive and forget, I will always forgive people, even with all their mistakes they been through. And I don't care how many times I forgive, and all you people who seem to forgive, but only give two or one chances left. What will you learn from doing all that. I give out a lot of chances, cuz I know deep down that person wanted to be forgiven, not to be unforgiven. But what will it do if you hurt the pain in their hearts. Just let them know their mistakes makes you feel angry, then that person will not do it again. Or just need some help between it."
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Add her please, she's new here and needs friends:
http://blingee.com/profile/iJennie
