Why can't I find the words I long to say? The feeling is there, but there seem to be no words to express the emotions of my heart. It's so hard to believe that you are gone and I find myself waiting for you to come home again. It's all so different now, without you, yet I know that you are still with us. You will always remain with us -in our hearts -in our memories, but most of all -in the things you've done for us. You taught me to grow, to be kind, and to love. You taught me right from wrong, to laugh, to cry, and to believe in God above. You taught me so many things, that I am grateful of. You showed me how to be me, but most of all, you showed me how to love. You have done so much, for so many and because of you, many have laughed and many have smiled. Yet, in your life you have known much pain, you have suffered greatly. But now your peace has come and I realize now, that you are home -home within the heart of Jesus. Rest peacefully. You shall suffer no more.