I always feel ugly...

I always feel ugly...
"Confession: I always feel ugly. People in the past have compared me to other girls so I have learnt to do the same..." Man, I wish I was beautiful and sexy... but alas, it cannot be... my personality is also crap because people fail to understand me... I get shouted at and pressured into things I don't want to do or more shouting... Yes, I've considered suicide but I wouldn't be able to kill myself quickly and painlessly. No, I haven't told anyone about my suicidal thoughts recently because teachers laughed and said "Is this some kind of joke?" My mother gets angry at the topic and I have to friends outside of the internet to talk to. The only one would tell me to grow up but all of this is only making me think about it more... I don't know who I can go to without upsetting anybody else.... but I know I wouldn't be able to harm myself, not enough to cause intense pain so please don't worry, but things are getting worse. Nothing seems to excite me anymore. Not like it used to.... I wish somebody would be on my side instead of thinking I'm joking around, and hey, the other day, somebody I cared about got hurt. My Teacher saw me crying and told me "Stop being arrogant and thinking about yourself! You want the attention for yourself!" BUT I WAS GENERALLY WORRIED FOR F@$£'S SAKE! I could have hit my teacher so hard but that wouldn't get me anywhere and I was told to shut up before the argument got worse... I was trying to defend myself.... big mistake... I should know they only believe lies.... I tell them lies and they believe it but any time I try to tell them the truth, they either disregard it, say I'm telling a lie or blow it up in my face... another reason I don't trust... well, at least I'm leaving that stupid school on Wednesday. The only person I'll be coming back to see is this kid who wants me to see her. She's one of the only kids that liked me and I tend to give her advice too but seriously though... people don't understand my messages. my desperate pleas! I just cannot understand how my town got sucked into a pit of sh*t but then again, it probably was like this before I was born....
created by: HannahJuly

Rate this picture:

  • Currently 5.0/5 Stars.
  • 1
  • 2
  • 3
  • 4
  • 5

17 Votes.

Share this Blingee

  • Facebook Facebook
  • Myspace Myspace
  • Twitter Twitter
  • Tumblr Tumblr
  • Pinterest Pinterest
  • Share this Blingee, more options more...

Short Link to this page:



Blingee stamps used

7 graphics were used to create this "when i think of you i dont feel so alone" picture.
red wave
black and sliver goth frame   wgh
Simple White Pattern
HANNAHJULY Name Tag/Stamp 2




2172 days ago
Always be proud of yourself

anzuip says:

3422 days ago
5 stars
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥Risa-Harada♥ says:

3423 days ago
Dont worry about what other people say your awesome and their just stupid.And by the way amazing blingee very detailed and creative 5*,and again dont worry you are amazing ^-^

swag2342 says:

3423 days ago
stay strong !

swag2342 says:

3423 days ago
Hannah i know what your going threw and sometimes i  feel ugly my self and i use to hardly had any friends i got picked on a lot and people ignored me and my reputation was ruined at school. and at school i was 
know as the LOSER. but that was then.

krisha03 says:

3423 days ago
(¯`v´¯)                   Tʜᴀɴᴋs ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ
 .`·.¸.·´ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛs,ᴠᴏᴛᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅsʜɪᴘ
 ¸.·´¸.·´¨)    ¸.·*¨)   Hᴀᴘᴘʏ Wᴇᴇᴋᴇɴᴅ
(¸.·´      (¸.·´   .·´´¯`·.¸¸.ƸӜƷ  5★★★★★

nataliplus says:

3423 days ago

gkandius says:

3423 days ago
Beautiful artwork, but most of all I think everyone is beautiful. To me the only ugly person is one that tries to control someone's heart. Always remember real beauty comes from within, and that no matter what others may say, you are you and you are special

Would you like to comment?

Join Blingee (for a free account),
Login (if you are already a member).

Our Partners:
FxGuru: Special Effects for Mobile Video