In life you only get one chance to really screw it up!

I'm a open minded person with alot to say and not enough time to say it..
I feel like I fucked my last chance in life to make it...
I have been alive for 29 years and what have I accomplished...
I want a different path but not sure how to optain it..
It's been awhile since I really laughed unless I was high already...
I just want to laugh and be happy just one more time...