My twin became a ghost and I never really had a mother

Blingee stamps used
6 graphics were used to create this "my name is sayid jarrah and i am a torturer" picture. 
The day I brought the coat, my twin told me he'd gotten paid that day, the horoscopes were set up to make me feel like I was in the matrix but, I did it anyway knowing I couldn't let a baby with a bad cold who's too little for med's be out in the cold without a coat. When I picked up the baby's cold, I had flu like symptoms. My twin has NO respect for me at all & treats me like crap

Don't Ask Me Why
http://youtu.be/DQoDqAdoBkY

The first time I heard this song was about 2 weeks ago and I'd taken $25 out of $40 I got from donating plasma to get my newborn niece a snowsuit. Her parents work jobs making (both) making $11.50 an hour and after the baby was sent to the ER with a bad cold, my twin was still buying weed everyday instead of getting his baby a coat. I learned that my twin wouldn't even protect his baby from the cold if he could. Now, I accept him telling me I 

I can't prove rape and that the government needs to use technology to target and rape people considered a threat. I used to wonder if I really hurt my twin brother so much that I deserved to be bullied, laughed at by him and mentally tormented. Now, I see that he's seriously a product of what he grew up seeing my mom do. Not if not for my father, my life would've been worse. We'd have met more sick child molesters due to my mom's taste in people/sex partners. & its not just a psycho thing w/ me